~moving forward part 2~

the feeling i had after officially handing that letter to VP was simply uplifting. there was this immediate flow of relieve and unburdened heart. immediate flow of 'happy' charges in my body. eventhough i had a major disagreement with a fellow colleague whom i regarded as a good friend earlier that morning, i felt lighter (i wish i am!) and i started to smile. btw, that colleague and i made it up by evening. :)

whatever it is, it's time i start counting down.

:)

~moving forward part 1~

1. i have SERIOUSLY made up my mind.

2. i have started typing out the letter.

3. i have filled in the notice.

4. i have informed many of my intention.

5. i have informed 2 HODs and that's a very good step to not look back. :)

6. i have BIG plans with Bobo. :) (no, no, no more babies till DEGREE is in my hand )

7. i have no worries for my class as they have improved tremendously in Math, especially. :)

8 i have a worry though, that they might miss me. :(

9. i have seriously no idea what i can do besides teaching!

10. but...i SERIOUSLY don't care!! heee....

A-Min darling!!!!!! i'm now thinking of my next hair colour...

;p

~i'm singing to my all time favourite~

VONDA SHEPARD
Baby, Don't You Break My Heart Slow

I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Am I mistaken do you say,
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

 

~raw and random~

i have lost inches but my weight remains. :(

i miss darlin sri and kak lynn bebeh...

i wanna shop. but i'm broke.

i feel like going to east coast park NOW.

i wanna blade. roller blade.

i wanna hug marsya and ryan NOW.

i have to buy new comforter sets.

i need new topshop thongs.

i feel like dancing.

i wanna be tall.

i wanna set up my own business.

i need a break from teaching.

i need to give the master bedroom a romantic makeover.

i want double choc cupcakes topped with choc fudge.

i want to cuddle up with bobo in bed.

i wanna spend one night ALONE with bobo.

i wanna lie down and look at the stars while the 2 babies run around me.

i wanna watch my wedding dvd, again and again.

oh...and because of u,

i have to chg my mobile no, again.

~final countdown~

what can i say?

everyone wants to write an entry on this day. so, i wanna follow the crowd can?

last day of 2007.

while i have too many things to update on :

1. 
   
   batam trip 
   
   


2. 
   
   darling a-min's leaving of service
   
   


3. 
   
   ryan's birthday bash!!!!!!!!!
   
   


4. 
   
   etc etc
   
   

i shall put all of that on hold and say what needs to be said first, just in case wednesday comes too quick and i do not have time to blog that often (as if i have been doin so..heh) and finally all spice and sugar and heat and happenings all gone because work and school start taking a toll on everyone and new year doesn't seem so new anymore.

anyway, as much as i love 2007, i hope 2008 will bring in more opportunities for me to rise even higher and for my family and friends to bask in health, Insya'Allah.

So, to all, happy new year.

and who's counting down tonight?

i'm counting down the new year at this place, full of love. an abundance of love and joy. filled with the perfect company, the hopes and the dreams. only thing missing is fireworks. heh.

everyone's welcome to join. :)

it's at toa payoh lorong 2 blk 142. call me for the unit no k.

heeee.....

again, happy new year everyone.

Goodbye 2007.....